!~I My Me Mine~!

ohacha:

Probably, until that very second, I though that it was only natural that the adjoining tomorrow for today would come.  

However, I learned that by no means is it like that. 

In this world, the you of today and the you that you were up until yesterday can be completely different things. 

I don’t really have any memories of this time.  Therefore, the story from this point is what I have pieced together and heard from those around me.

[…]

(at the fan meet on Yanagi’s birthday before “Remarkable First Match Fudomine”, while Yanagi was still unconscious in the hospital with the doctors telling his family he was not going to wake up)

Then the cast, for the me that had caused them this much trouble, at the Tenimyu event with the over 1,000 fans that had gathered, they sent me their singing voices.

“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday Yanagi, happy birthday to you”

I wonder if those feelings reached me.

Of course, I don’t really know.

But it is the unmistakable reality that, on that day, for the first time since the accident, I opened my eyes.

sakuradamatti:

…so searching through the old folders with photos ends like this.

ohacha:

I can no longer return to who I was at that time. 

I can’t dance, I can’t run, I can’t sing, I can’t say my lines smoothly— this is the proof of that.  

But, the me that I am now is because both my body and my feelings changed entirely in the accident and the fact that I have pride in myself is an unmistakable fact. 

Having things you can’t do is more fun.

Because you can think of all of these things as challenges.  

[…]

There is nothing I can do about the things I have lost.

But I, even if I am handicapped, will not give up on my dreams.

ohacha:

(yanagi discussing breaking up with his girlfriend, at the time, after the accident) 

Even though it was like this, I do not not at all hate her or hold any grudge against her. 

But I think, from this time, my view on love changed a little. 

In the future, no matter how much I love a person, I don’t think I will ever really think about ‘marriage’. 

Since for me it is everything I can do just to live a normal life, I wouldn’t be able to protect her.   

oh bro ;~~~~~~~~~; though i understand what he is saying i also think that protecting people isn’t always something that relies on body strength. i think you could protect someone, yanagi. ;~; i think you do protect people, even if you don’t realize it. to make this slightly happier the next sentence of the book is:

Unchangingly, I am still super into girls though. Even more so if they are cute.

lol, shut up. no, but, i am super into cute guys, yanagi. it’s cool. really tho i hope yanagi meets a super cute girl and is the happiest. 

pharrezychica:

I miss those days <333

tenimyu2nd:

Micchi and Yanagi Kotaro, 1st Gen Echizen Ryouma!

*squeak*
Eeeee 

silverwind:

For yesterday’s BWG. Yanagi~~~~~~~!

liveatyourpace:

Yanagi, can I hit you now? lol ♥

TUMMY!

Yananananananagi <3